overthinking #2

I had a dream a few years ago where I stayed at a vacation resort by the sea in southern Europe. In my dream, I was at a bar overlooking the sea and sitting on a plastic chair, looking out to the sea. Upon seeing her standing near the plants near me, I decided to inquire about her activity. I was captivated by her appearance. I approached her and inquired about her actions. She stated that she was observing spiders. I thought to myself that I didn't like spiders; after biting one of them, I got a scar on my face, I thought to myself, but I started observing spiders with it. We began conversing. That was how we spent some time. She kissed me at one point. Something in me was impacted by that kiss. Not only did I feel it like any other kiss, but I also felt every particle in our bodies interact with each other. It was obvious to me how our DNA was mixed and how each element of our DNA interacted with the element of the other person's DNA. I felt like I was the entire universe, including every gust of wind, every thought, every star that formed in the universe, and every star that disappeared into a black hole. I had a sense of everything, and I knew she had a sense of it too. Upon awakening, I realized that I was both the saddest and happiest man on the planet. Being everything has made me the happiest. The fact that no one else knows what it feels like is the reason for my deepest sadness.