Nostalgia For String Orchestra

The form and tone of the piece is free.
In this work, the violin along with the viola are depicting the process of my life, moving on other instruments, and the chords by the cello adds to the anxiety of the work, each time shakes the image of my life and the peak of my despair and loneliness with all the ups and downs. I was carrying a violin, which with its interaction with the viola seems to show my connection with my life from years ago...
Every time the song ends, I sink into the being and not being of the past and the silence covers me involuntarily, like in Hitchcock's movies.
Although he believed that his movies were nothing more than comedies, but this is the same fluid issue that showed me that there are no heroes in my life, but characters. I imagine the moment when a woman is taking a bath, a knife rises from behind the curtain, and a scream that is synchronized with the climax of the violin. What I want to say is short, the violin, the waves, the scream, the rhythm, the tempo, and all the elements that connected me with my memories were only a sign of one thing, the nostalgia of my life in sync with the violin, and finally, like a Hitchcock trick, the same voice again. Nostalgia shakes my memories and finds itself in the same look...