La Caja

La Caja
The Box

How are you? This is my first Christmas song. The first one I've ever written in my whole life. I hope you enjoy it, it was made with feeling, Merry Christmas.

If Santa comes to my house
And he plans to bring me a present
Whether it's for the New Year
Or for the night of December 24th
I don't want any toys
For my childhood is over
This one has left me with traumas
That I haven't healed yet
Maybe I'll bring a box
Of the best metal in the world
As strong as that desire I had
To take death as my course
And I want in that box
Put the things
That all year have burdened my soul

I don't want to see any negativity
I want that box to hold all the things that now make me sick
And let them stay there
And they can't get out.

Christmas has been around for a long time
And this one doesn't seem to have been able to connect with me
It's been so many years here
I don't see the change in me

I can't see the change in me
So much crying
There must be a time
When that change in me must come.