𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘬

it is complicated to feel at home, to feel somewhere, to feel one being or just being in a place.
the limitation of being oneself in an environment.
to find oneself in others?
feeling that you belong in the place where you are.
it is easy to be a foreigner where you are not invited, it is easy/complicated to continue writing after leaving things unfinished.
not being able to continue if it is not at home. I cannot sleep if it is not my bed. I dislike the food of other places.
being a foreigner where everyone is a local.
missing everything all the time
not knowing what to say, what to talk about, wanting to run away from where I am.
I cover my face so as not to escape from myself, so as not to go out, so as not to seep through my pores like energy seepage.
I cover my face as a way to escape, to put on my mask and be myself for me.
✷ Created during ENERGY HOUSE - 2024