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January 5th, 2024

I've realized that keeping up with this is a lot for me personally. Seeing @onnnnnnnion.eth and @rileybeans.eth being able to write everyday makes me somewhat jealous. I might just need practice, or to allow myself to "feel" more? This started as "what am I doing today" and turned into more of "what am I thinking about today" and that kind of scared me. I've always been able to escape my mind from just working and doing my tasks, but now actually having a proper work/life balance I've found myself with more me time and I feel much less pressure. I feel like I've always had a hard time putting what's in my mind on something else for someone else to see. Maybe it's just self esteem.