he's a channel !

my first time channeling Higher Self on camera :3

was scared what my family would say, what music ppl would say; if it would cost me opportunities, closeness, love...

so I didn't post it. then right after, I scratched my car (!) and my first thought was 'what will my family say, they'll make fun of me' ...

and I realized I'M the one who's afraid. I'm the one with the victim mentality. No one is out to get me by my inner critic. so I took accountability for that, and posted it :))

as CY synchronistically alluded to in our chat yesterday, "my inner infant (like 6-day-old bb Elle !!!) who at one point was just learning to reach out and grab things for the first time... is now, as an adult, realizing that they have a third eye." Here I am, my inner infant awakening to new abilities!