Multi-Milestones

It’s been 2½ months since I posted on IG. In this time period, I broke the habit of scrolling and found presence, confidence, and consent in its place 😌🤲🏼 LOVE THAT SH.

In my experience on Earth thus far, I have noticed that the more I shine, the more likely I am to become a target for other people's projections of pain. My desire is to provide an inspirational template rather than a threatening competition, but I am simply a mirror...I don't get to decide what other people perceive me as. And that's okay.

However, given this experience, my months in "hibernation" (no shows either) have been spent consciously cultivating my emotional resilience and energetic autonomy. I am now very stoked to say that I have developed the internal resources which enable me to rise above others' pain instead of taking it on as my own. It has been exhausting to generate, but so worth it...I feel I am unstoppable. I am light like a leaf, so I can shine like a star. This is my mission; to scale human access to Lightness.

I received consent from myself to post this video today only after these months of consistently upheld boundaries, both within myself and with the people in my life. I have loved becoming less available. I love saying No. I love being harder to get a hold of. Because of these compassionate boundaries, I am so much more available to ME and to my Guides. The true homies :3

"Jealousy and cruelty roll off of me like water off a duck's back." I am living this affirmation. With the simple intention to be courageous + authentic in my external expression, I knew that whatever I posted today would be able to withstand any energetic projections, because that which is real is enduring.

Regarding the video itself - I hit some big milestones this past weekend (including moving into an apartment that I've been speaking into existence for the past 9 months!), and felt inspired to offer this letter to my past Selfie.

Some highlights:

  • You don’t owe anybody anything (!!!!!!)
  • Trust your gut (🥵🥹 - fool proof)
    and another to add in there ::
  • Your ability to self-actualize lies in direct proportion to your ability to face your shame 🥲🪞((did u catch that ??)

What words would you offer your past self ??